Change
Looking back on the past 2 or 3 years, it just feels bizarre thinking about how much I've changed. I feel my sensitivity has improved quite a bit and I'm overall more calm, but I think what has changed most of all are my ways of thinking, which reflects in my ideas in art and writing. I've always had kind of a tendency to look back on my old stuff and not see it being as good as when I made it, but with what I've made or thought about making just a couple of years ago, the change feels so... drastic. When looking at that stuff from then to now specifically, my thoughts have shifted from "Oh wow, I forgot how weird/dumb these were" to "WTF how did I think this was good?". I'm not really sure why so much change has taken place for me in what seems to be such a short amount of time, but it makes me wonder how different I'm going to be next year.